Well I don’t know if all you other pain sufferers suffer worse in the winters cold like I do -=- and today is a DOOZY. I live in GA — normally we have highs in the 60’s this time of year. Today’s high is only 35 degrees. 35 Freaking DEGREES! Thank the Goddess for a fireplace, and the ability to make a nice toasty fire. The dry heat helps to warm your bones. But I SOOOOOO miss our swimming pool. I honestly can’t wait for next year. The pool exercise being the only kind I can do – it helped me so much and I lost a little weight. NOW I can feel me gaining it back and it sucks and I feel much weaker. The exercise made me feel like I was beating CES – and now I feel like it is winning. It is hard just doing day-to-day stuff now. The pool helped to keep my muscles limber and was bringing the feeling back that CES stole from me. ARRRGHHHH!!!!! Gonna have to find a new way to cope with this in the winter. I will not let it win — never shall it win!!! I mean, hell, before this CES crap took hold in my back I already had enough pain from Spinal Stenosis, Herniated discs and Sciatica. MRI’s showed the extent of damage and the Neuro wanted to do surgery on me years ago — and I said I could wait. In March/early April the decision was taken from me in an emergency surgery on my back because of the CES (Cauda Equina Syndrome). That is a long story for another day… But for now ~dammit it is cold and I HURT~! ok I hope your all feeling well and happy. Feel free to comment your feelings on this subject. I wont let any of this steal my happiness so everyone just have a blessed day!! Namaste ॐDBॐ
so much going on lately…. CES (Cauda Equina Syndrome that I developed in March 2014) has tangled my life into my own personal hell with demons and all — but I will valiantly fight it and my own self everyday to keep me from feeling sorry for myself. THERE IS NO FEELING SORRY FOR YOURSELF!!!! I can and will beat this — my trip west gave me that knowledge — it was very spiritual! here is hoping I begin to blog again… I really need it!
CRS wow — what other accounts do I have that I have forgotten? well of course I had it bookmarked but you know – that internets there has lots of de-stractions! Ok now I am being silly but I wish I would not neglect at least this! I am going to have to write here more often… my thoughts about that Jodi Arias trial — wow she really IS crazy, scary crazy. Those dead eyes… I swear she must have no soul for real. Anyways happy Saturday, wake and BAKE!! Love, Peace and Bacon grease ~~ ℭℭℒ ≥^.^≤ ~~ ॐDBॐ
NJ Gov. Chris Christie- his I dont give a damn little speech on Faux News – watching this made me laugh so hard! Damn — me LIKE a repub?? The world MUST be coming to an end — or his ass was just FED UP! Those little puppets at Faux News were horrified by his answer werent they? They so wanted him to POLITICIZE this horror of a situation and he REFUSED to play their game. Good on you Chris Christie – GOOD ON YOU! Obama 2012!!! Use your power and VOTE VOTE VOTE people!!